.Friday, December 04, 2009 @ Friday, December 04, 2009 Y
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every second counts caue there's no second chance.
-nickelback
meeting nadiah in like about 10minutes got to leave this computer.mama's flying off in like 11 more hours.exams coming up in less than 3 days.gathering is coming in the upcoming week.OTc coming up in one week plus.BUSY! psychology report deadline in less than 3 weeks and me being me have yet to even touch my books.fuhairah,is so screwed for her mid-test.hahahaha :D
got to start real soon.
okay beloved,i'm going off.have a nice day to all :D
.Tuesday, December 01, 2009 @ Tuesday, December 01, 2009 Y
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exams coming,OTC coming,holidays coming too (Y)!
meeting up with TPCLIQUERS clique,date with dear,holiday to the beach resort,eating seafood dinner with family,waiting patiently for the rest of the family coming back from CHINA and we'll all have a nice holiday together.
trying my best to lessen my sleep and study more,flu attacked me but i still have to give my best.i know thats what mama wants me to do.my best and thats all.so that i won't regret again when i see my results.but then to think again,i've always did my best for everything.
OTC, should i be giving my best?is this what i really wanted?when i went for the briefing yesterday i wasn't really sure if this is what i'm finding.yes,being in a camp with yiwei and shereen is something i've always looking forward to,but OTC?being judged?this is something so not me.interviews are alright with me,but to judge me is something very difficult for me to accept.you can say that i ain't open or something.
to those who are in love,i wish you all the best.especially to those who are very close to me.you should know who when reading my blog.to another friend who's confused with his guy,i just have to say do not make a decision when you're full of emotions.you'll regret it later.have a thought when you've simmer down.it really helps seriously. to those who are still searching for it, there's two things you've got to take note. either you want love to find you or you want to find love.it's really up to individuals.for me,i'm happy being single.i don't intend to go and hunt for it cause i'm afraid to be hurt,yes that's me.cause when i hold on to something,i'll hold on for really a long period of time.
.Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ Sunday, November 22, 2009 Y
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isn't these words like means a thousand things.the more i read them the more i think of many stuffs.i do not deny that my things in my life has changed,but i'm still trying to be the me.the cheerful or the sunflower that brightens people's day(as what aina describe me as).another week is ahead of me.yet i've not make the decision yet.hopefully,everything goes fine.i'm sorry for all the troubles and damaged done by me. i wan't on purpose.and THANKS!
.Friday, November 20, 2009 @ Friday, November 20, 2009 Y
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something you can hold on to (: TPRAWKS was damn fun.seriously! i swear after the 3 days.i can see the happiness in the rakwers face.me knowing more TP friends.its worth it. there's no other event that'll turn up this way.like that.the way we do things.the way cliquers bond.the way we get to know iguides.the way we learn about each other.the way cliquers open up and we had fun together.the way i quarelled with a guy till no voice left.the way everything goes was perfect.their smiles that they brought home.everything.thank god!this way we learn fast!.Monday, November 16, 2009 @ Monday, November 16, 2009 Y
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today's a averagely good day for me.Tprawks isn't as bad as i think maybe the others were having stress but not me ah! the picture shows how happy i am.i'm a very cheerful girl today and seriously i do not know why.maybe i'm just being happy just like that? i do not know.seriously.even being in the applied social research also i had this very happy feeling.it's like i'm over the moon or something like that.you can say so. well, basically i love my life today.its like all packed and i know what to look for after one thing. i like this kind of life better than having to wait here and there.thats what i hate the most.well for happiness you got to wait for it right.nothing you do can bring you happiness,you can't force happiness also.so no use.just wait and smile.you'll be happier like that.seriously. to people out there who didn't join the tprawks hear this: you've missed something really big and fun.seriously! you are being left out! HHAHAHAHA!boohhoooo.
.Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ Thursday, November 12, 2009 Y
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i'm so giving up.yes,i am.the reason it's no use and wasting my time.yes it does.i'm bot going to bother myself with it anymore.seriously!
why when i'm on the verge of giving it up you'll always appear right before me.yes,i'm so over you.if i'm not then i won't even stand near you and talk comfortably like my ownself. you may think it's absurd or crazy but let me tell you this,"IM OVER YOU!" and it the awesome feeling that you can never get from anywhere else.sense of achievement is always the best.
.Friday, November 06, 2009 @ Friday, November 06, 2009 Y
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My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)
-haru haru(day by day)
awesome song rights?! HAHAHA!it's certainly is lah.so let's summarise what happened today in this blog (:
went school,went library made myself awake before the classes by listening to some songs first.then met huiyin and virina outside the library walked to LT 20.headed to psychology tutorial after that.seriously,i don't learn anything there! then after that headed to design canteen.had lunch with vincent (: so long never meet him le eyy! hahaha! then after that headed to have tutorial with yiwei class,rushed to meeting then had sub comm meeting then the scholarship thinggy.awesome.
applause to huiyin,farah,kesha,jasmine and heather.
when i was there i was thinking to myself why isn't it me who get it.guess i have not worked as hard as them.yes,they do deserve it a lot.especially farah!
i'm going to FO interview on wednesday! vincent,virina and huiyin encouraged me to go! so yes,i'll go.i'm not doing for anything but the experience.yes, what huiyin says is very true.there's going to be sometimes when i ain't with my friends and i have to adapt,thinking about it again aren't i doing it? as in TPCLIQUERS i do not have anyone there what.i did it all by myself rights?! but it's okay! i just need to have more experience.
TPCLIQUERS, have been doing really great.very proud of the new main-comm members.i ain't bias okay! i find them great so i give them the praise they should be awarded with! HAHAHA!
alright that's all.i'm so tired lah.BYE!